I felt like I couldn't go on.
I shut myself off from everyone.
I didn't want to feel
the way I did that day.
I thought the pain would never go away.
The things that were said just tore me apart.
a knife penetrating my heart.
How could you speak such horrible things?
Do you know how much pain that brings?
were supposed to be my friend.
You said, I'll be there to the end.
You put up a front, which hurt me too
I thought I knew the real you.
Then, you let something take over you.
You then turned into something new.
I didnt want to know,
for that only made the pain grow.
I left you alone, I just walked away.
For I knew there
would be another day.
Someone, who would actually be there,
someone, who would really care.
But for now, your like a bad memory.
Something that I just can't get out of me.
For I thought you would be there straight to the end,
but you were just once a friend.